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CHAOS

noun

1.
a state of utter confusion or disorder; a total lack of organization or order.
2.
any confused, disorderly mass: a chaos of meaningless phrases.
3.
the infinity of space or formless matter supposed to have preceded the existence of the ordered universe.
4.
(initial capital letter) the personification of this in any of several ancient Greek myths.
5.
Obsolete. a chasm or abyss.


I think its safe to say that ones mind is made up of an endless array of chaotic instances that pave our paths in life. Some days I think that the mind and soul are driven by chaos and an infinite abyss of thoughts, actions, feelings, morality, etc.. And the combonations of these things are whats makes an individual alive.

Our lives are but a complex version of chaotic random occurances. Each day is a new combonation of thoughts and actions and ideas and feelings becuase each day is different than the one before it. Based on such a diverse day-to-day course, chaos is the only conclusion my mind can draw when it comes to understanding why i cant understand myself at times.

Chaos...